My girls

To young girls and women alike, the broken hearted, the mending, the recovered, the undecided. 

You don't need a man/woman. You need a good friend who will teach you you're amazing on your own and the only reason to seek outside attention is because it seems like the universe is putting it in your lap. When you read those quotes that say "don't chase after love" it's serious. You cannot force it.

As Cheryl Stray would say:

"Can I convince the person whom I'm crazy about to be crazy about me? The short answer is no. The long answer is no. There are so many things to be tortured about. So many tortourous things in this life. Don't let someone who doesn't love you be one of them. "

Let me remind you of something: 

You and I are two strong ass women. We have fought unique battles that so many have no idea about. You madam are fighting battles I never know about, and that's ok I wait for you to tell me. You are a hero. Certainly one of mine so those times you feel lonely remember that you do have love and in time you will have that one. You have to be happy with yourself first before you can really be happy with anyone else. Please don't be afraid to reach out with your fears and your anxieties because the irrational thinking of being alone forever is in fact a "rational" thinking pattern we fall into. But it's not the case, you are not unlovable. Your soulmate is out there, just need to start attracting those vibes, 

So start, paint! Start a new workout regime, morning routine, affirmations- seek counselling- I'm not one. Timing is everything. Everything happens for a reason. 

My ex Troy jumped right back into what he knows best and he will realize he is alone even with someone- that's what I faced but no longer. 

Even alone I don't feel alone and I never thought I'd see that day. 

Let me repeat that, that felt awesome 

Even ALONE I don't feel alone and I never thought I'd see that day- this day. 

I put on my rap and I feed myself. I work out for myself and go to school for myself. I write for myself and sing for myself. I choose daily- every choice is a product of my own self regard. 

Jay D ! You in the presence of a king scratch that you in the presence of a god. -Jay Z 

I'm proud. Proud moment. 

Have a terrific Tuesday